First Guy I accidently came out to...Part 2

So I started going thru my drawers looking for and outfit. I had mostly skirts and tops. So I picked a denim skirt and black tank top, nothing "too sexy". Then came pick out a bra and panty, I wanted to match and the only set I had that matched was pink lace and the bra was a push up and the panty was a thong. But I figured I would only be in the outfit for a few minutes not like he was gona see that stuff anyway. So I was finishing getting dressed when he got back. I went to the dinning room where he had already put the sandwiches out on the table. He looked me over and smiled and said I looked pretty cute, I blushed and said thank you. We ate our sandwiches and I kept catching him looking at me, when we were done I cleaned up and went to my room to change. I started to unzip my skirt when he appeared in the door way and asked what I was doing. I quickly tried to pull the zipper back up on the skirt. "Im getting changed..." I replied. "Why dont you stay like that, your obviously happy that way." So we went into the living and found a show to watch on TV. Well after couple minutes he reaches over give me a playful little shove. So with out thinking I give him one back. Next thing I know hes tickling me and anyone that has actually worn a skirt before can picture me trying to keep my legs closed as to not show of the pink lacey thong and still defend myself lol. Well some how I end up sitting next to him. Before I know it I feel his hand on my thigh, right at the hem of my skirt. I turned to look at him and we locked eyes. From then on I had no control over my body. We started to lean into each other stopping just short of our lips touching, my mind was screaming no but I couldnt stop my body. Our lips met a few short second later... followed by him introducing his tongue to mine. My mind wanted to stop so bad but my body took over. I put my hand on his thigh making him move his higher on mine. So I moved higher and end up feeling his hard cock. He slowly stood up in front of me, putting my hands at his waist and using them to pull his pants down. Revealing his atleast seven inch manhood. I just starred at not knowing what was going to happen, feeling his hand on my head pulling me closer. My mind screaming even more and flashing back to all the videos online ive seen of real men welcoming gurls like me to the world of womanhood and taking away any man hood she may of had left in her. And ill admitt I use to laugh at those gurls and call them sissies and other things, saying that will never happen to me, id never let a guy do that to me. But here I was about to have any man hood I had left stripped out of me. He slid his cock between my lips and started to work his hips. My mind went silent as he worked back and forth. Suddenly I feel a rush of fluid in my mouth and down my throat before I could react and hit me what that fluid was. Not only did I give my first blow job... I swallowed too. I now had another guys cum in me. My eyes filled with tears as he pulled out, fixing his pants and sitting back down. I sat there with my hands covering my mouth as the tears rolled down my face. He put his arm on my back and all I could was lean back and cuddle on him as I sobbed. From now on my post will get a little more naughty now that you know my back ground a bit.