First Guy I accidently came out to...Part 2

So I started going thru my drawers looking for and outfit. I had mostly skirts and tops. So I picked a denim skirt and black tank top, nothing "too sexy". Then came pick out a bra and panty, I wanted to match and the only set I had that matched was pink lace and the bra was a push up and the panty was a thong. But I figured I would only be in the outfit for a few minutes not like he was gona see that stuff anyway. So I was finishing getting dressed when he got back. I went to the dinning room where he had already put the sandwiches out on the table. He looked me over and smiled and said I looked pretty cute, I blushed and said thank you. We ate our sandwiches and I kept catching him looking at me, when we were done I cleaned up and went to my room to change. I started to unzip my skirt when he appeared in the door way and asked what I was doing. I quickly tried to pull the zipper back up on the skirt. "Im getting changed..." I replied. "Why dont you stay like that, your obviously happy that way." So we went into the living and found a show to watch on TV. Well after couple minutes he reaches over give me a playful little shove. So with out thinking I give him one back. Next thing I know hes tickling me and anyone that has actually worn a skirt before can picture me trying to keep my legs closed as to not show of the pink lacey thong and still defend myself lol. Well some how I end up sitting next to him. Before I know it I feel his hand on my thigh, right at the hem of my skirt. I turned to look at him and we locked eyes. From then on I had no control over my body. We started to lean into each other stopping just short of our lips touching, my mind was screaming no but I couldnt stop my body. Our lips met a few short second later... followed by him introducing his tongue to mine. My mind wanted to stop so bad but my body took over. I put my hand on his thigh making him move his higher on mine. So I moved higher and end up feeling his hard cock. He slowly stood up in front of me, putting my hands at his waist and using them to pull his pants down. Revealing his atleast seven inch manhood. I just starred at not knowing what was going to happen, feeling his hand on my head pulling me closer. My mind screaming even more and flashing back to all the videos online ive seen of real men welcoming gurls like me to the world of womanhood and taking away any man hood she may of had left in her. And ill admitt I use to laugh at those gurls and call them sissies and other things, saying that will never happen to me, id never let a guy do that to me. But here I was about to have any man hood I had left stripped out of me. He slid his cock between my lips and started to work his hips. My mind went silent as he worked back and forth. Suddenly I feel a rush of fluid in my mouth and down my throat before I could react and hit me what that fluid was. Not only did I give my first blow job... I swallowed too. I now had another guys cum in me. My eyes filled with tears as he pulled out, fixing his pants and sitting back down. I sat there with my hands covering my mouth as the tears rolled down my face. He put his arm on my back and all I could was lean back and cuddle on him as I sobbed. From now on my post will get a little more naughty now that you know my back ground a bit.

First Guy I accidently came out to...Part 1

So my mom who I lived with was out of town for a few days over winter break when I was 16. So they told me to see if my friend Drew wanted to stay a few days while they were gone so I would have some company and a way to get around since being 17 he had a license and a car. So the first night was nothing special, hung out watching movies and ordered some pizza. So the second night a few minutes before we were gona go get sandwiches, Drew spilled some soda on his shirt. He quickly took it off and I ran it to the laundry room and got the washer going. While I was doing that he yelled and asked if he could borrow a shirt, So I said "Sure third drawer down.". Well a few seconds went by and just as I realized I didnt specify what dresser I hear "Dude...this dresser if full of girl clothes...". I had two dressers at the time one for girl clothes and one for guy stuff. I froze in the laundry room, it was like the world stopped spinning, I knew I was caught. I had no good excuse for it all, never had a girlfriend or sister and lived with my mommy. So I walked to my bedroom door stopping short to take a few deep breaths to calm my self down for the thousand questions I surely knew was coming next. I turned into my room and he straight faced looked me right in the eye and said "This is all yours isnt it?" I simply nodded, I knew I couldnt hide it from him. "Please dont tell anyone...please" I said. He promised he wouldnt, he asked me all the usual questions. "Are you gay?" "Do want to be a girl?" ect, ect. Then he caught me totally off guard when he suggested I change into something and he would go get the sandwiches. He left and I sat down for a few minutes to calm down, starring at my girl dresser. I had no idea what I going to wear, I had never dressed up for a guy before...

New Dress!!!

Just ordered this dress in blue.
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First Halloween in a dress

So as Halloween got closer one yer, Tiffany and I were talking about costume ideas, of course I was tossing out girly ideas. Then she said "why dont we switch, you be me and ill be you! We can help each other get ready." Naturally I thought that was a great idea. Halloween was on a saturday that year so we had all day to figure out outfit plans. Her parents were out for the day so we got ready at her house. I went over around lunch time with bag full of boy clothes and stuff. Getting her ready was much easier and faster then I knew it was gonna take for me. Tiffany let me go through her closet and pick out what ever outfit I wanted. I picked out a cute red square neck like dress, back zip and fell about mid thigh. She advised me to wear stockings due to the length of the dress and wearing a dress can be alot of work(She was right lol. pulling it down, folding the skirt part under as I sat down). I put the stockings on, slid the dress on and turned so she could zip it. She said I need something for boobs so she handed me a black push up bra to put on. I slid my arms thru the straps, reach behind and hooked it. She told me I was pretty good at that lol. I remember asking her how girls get dresses unziped since you cant reach it, she said she always asks her mom to do it, then she laughed and said yea your kinda stuck in this now. Then it hit me, she was right lol. She did my make up, painted my nails the whole nine. The process probally took about 2 hours. So her parents came home and we went down to show them, they got a kick out and took some pics(Which still pop up once in a while). Then we went to my house to show my mom who also got a kick out of it and took some pics, joking how she always wanted a daughter. It was so much fun spending the day and a good part of the night in a dress, feeling breezes places ive never felt a breeze before lol.

First person I told...

So for what ever reason Tiffany and I became pretty good friends, we talked alot about alot. I felt really comfortable talking to her, maybe because ive worn half her clothes? lol. So one night we were hanging out at her house while our parents went to a party. I had been wanting to tell someone for a while and I finally decided she would be the best person to open up to. So I told her I need to talk to her about something and I explained how I enjoy dressing up like a girl and what not. When I was done telling her everything she leaned over and gave me the warmest hug I ever felt and told me she thinks its cool and how it took alot of courage to open up about that. After that she went and got some snacks from the kitchen and came back to living room and stopped. She looked me over and said you know we look pretty close in size, follow me. We ended up in her room and I knew what was about to happen but I sure didnt care lol. She opened her closet and pulled all kinds of dresses out on to her bed. She went thru them and hand a few to me and told me to put them one on. We spent the rest of the night trying on dresses and other outfits. She told me that when she gets new clothes she will give me her old stuff. She sure did, with in a few months I had acquired a pretty decent size wardrobe of girl clothes that I managed to keep hidden for a while....

Taking care of the neighbors cat

So back when I was a young teenager my mom was good friends with a family that lived around the corner from us. They had a daughter, Tiffany. Tiffany was a grade ahead of me in school, she was pretty, a cheerleader and obviously popular, she was always nice to me. Almost like she knew she would never have to worry about me pursuing her lol. So they were going on a vacation and asked my mom if I would want to take care of feeding their cat and they would give me a couple bucks for my trouble. So I said sure no problem. Well the first time I went over it dawned on me that I had a house to my self and access to a girls clothes that was very close in age to me. So I quick fed the cat and went to investigate Tiffany's closet. I was in heaven. Dresses, skirts, tops, shoes, and everything else and it all fit. I think I tried on half her closet that day. The next day I found her cheer uniform. With out even thinking about it I put it on, what a feeling. I couldnt help but smile the next time I saw her wear it. How easy life was back then lol

More of how I got started

After the first time wearing a bra and panties I was hooked. I knew I wanted to try dressing further. Every chance I got to wear something feminine I did with out thinking, even if it was only for a few minutes. As I got older my mom would leave me home alone for longer amounts of time. The deal was always "dont answer the door and dont go out side." well little did she know I had enough to keep me occupied inside lol. Depending on where she was going I had an idea of long I had. Knowing how much time I had decided how dressed up I would get. Most of you I know can closely relate to this, but isnt it amazing that between then and now, it still feels just as right? If not more right! lol. If I knew then what I know now it would have made a few years in between a little easier lol. Please comment with any questions, always happy to help.

New Bra

Sooo, a few of my girlfriends and I decided to go out shopping today. We hit all the popular stores, american eagle, dsw, bath and body works, ect. And my favorite Victoria's Secret. Since many of you probaly already know VS is getting ready for their semi-annual sale. I have always been a fan of their Very Sexy collection, the bras are the most comfy I have found and same goes for their panties. But today in our local store they had the bins with the bras already on sale for the semi-annual sale and I found a very pretty lacy bra from their Angles collection. I tried it on as soon as I got home and im rather impressed, usually lacy bras can be a little itchy and what not but ive had it on for over six hours now and I love it!

Well I guess I should start with how I got started in this crazy world of cross dressing. One day when I was nine or ten I had this strange urge to get dressed up like a girl for no real reason that I can remember other then just to do it. Having no sisters my moms clothes were the only option. So I came home from school one day and I knew she was gona be getting home late and I knew I wouldn't have to worry about my dad since he worked long hours and traveled a lot for work. So I hurried up to the bath room and stripped down and went into my moms room. Ive seen here put laundry away many times so I knew what was it what drawers. So I open the bra drawer, until this moment I had never touched a bra, feeling the soft fabric and delicate lace as i held it up by the straps. As I lifted it up the matching panties fell out of one of the cups(she kept her matching sets together) landing at my feet. My mind was racing. I set the bra back on the drawer as I bent down to pick up the panties, with out thinking I put my feet in the holes and slid them up my legs. So soft and comfy unlike the blah boy underwear I had to wear. At that point I couldn't help but try the bra on. Slid my arms thru the straps and reached behind to clasp it. I remember struggling a bit to get the clasp hook and thinking how do girls do this everyday(Ive since learned lol). The matching set was a little to big for me at the time but I still loved the feeling of them on my body and I had no reason why or why I wanted to do it. I had no idea that day would change my life forever and lead to what it has led to.