First bikini

It was a hot summer night and Drew and I had been at his house for a better part of it. Well night time finally came and Drew asked if I wanted to go for a swim, his parents had a beautiful in ground pool put in the summer before. "I don't have a bathing suit with me" I replied. He grinned playfully "Im sure you can find one of my moms" I blushed as I walked towards the steps to go up stairs, he smacked my bottom gently as I walked passed him. Trying to hide my excitement and not run up the stairs, I got to his moms room and closed the door as he watched from the bottom of the steps. I knew where she kept her bathing suits having been thru her closet and dressers, the challenge would be finding the right one. I tried on a hand full and decided on a teal bikini with little white palm trees design. The top had some padding giving the illusion of a small bust and the bottom had ties on both sides and made my butt look very cute. I open the door and heard a splash in the back yard. When I got to the kitchen I looked out back to see drew already in the pool. I scampered over to the back door and stepped out side. A rush came over my body, I had been out side dressed before, but wearing much more then a bikini. I could see Drew smile "The water is great". I walked to the edge and stuck my toes in, seeing anticipation growing in his eyes. I slowly walked down the steps and in to the water. He came right over and gave me a deep kiss, I wrapped my arms around his neck. His hands dropped to my butt, squeezing softly. I started to feel something under the water poking and brushing between my legs. I slid my hands down his back and under the water and realized he wasn't wearing any swim trunks. I began to play with his manhood, feeling the warmth coming off of if under the water. Listening to him moan as we continued to kiss deeply. I felt his hands move up and to my waist. He gently tugs on the ties for the bottom of the bikini, a little bit at a time until he got them undone. My little clitty moving freely under the water. He pushed me against the wall, pulling my bikini bottom out of the water and tossing it on the side walk. His hands move to the back of my thighs, lifting me and spreading my legs. I wrap my legs around him, feeling his manhood rubbing on my bottom. He reaches under and lines it up, pushing gently. The head pops in making me moan, followed by him working the rest of the shaft deep into me. My arms around his neck, holding onto to him as he thrusts in and out of my body. Shivers run thru my body causing me to moan. His grip tightens as he moans, suddenly he begins to kiss me deeply as feel him throb inside me, thrusting with each throb. Finally letting out a long moan as he leans on me, pinning me between him and the wall, his manhood twitching occasionally as he begins to let it slide out of me. He slips out of me giving me one last deep kiss and heads for the steps to get out. I stay against the wall as I watch him, naked and semi hard get out of the water. I grab my my bikini bottom and put it back on under the water and re tie the sides. I make my way out the pool and dry off before heading inside. It had gotten kinda late at this point so Drew said once I get changed he would take me home. We went upstairs, he went to his room and I went to his moms room. While I was taking the bikini off I realized I didn't want to go home, I wanted to stay with him for the night. So instead of putting my normal clothes on I found the drawer where his mom kept all her nighties. I picked out a  nice black satin and pink lace nightie. I walked down to his room and stood in his doorway. He turned and his eyes got wide and his mouth fell open. I couldnt help but blush and kinda look down as I said "I was kinda hoping I could sleep over..." "uh uh uhh of course, sure, yea" He replied. I walked over and kissed him on the cheek, it felt so good to make a man speechless for a few seconds. I called home to let them know I was sleeping at Drews for the night. I got in bed first followed by Drew who immediately put his arms around me. Laying there, drifting off to sleep in the arms of the man whos seed was ejaculated into me not an hour before...something clicked in my head... I was falling for him and falling fast...

"Dad wont be home till later..."

Drew and I had left his parents shore house early one week end, his mom was staying an extra day and his dad wouldnt be home until after dinner. So I knew what Drew's plan was, taking me to his house where no one would be home, I mean come on lol. So we pull in to his drive way and before we even get out he tells me to go inside and find something to wear. I quickly obey. I go into his moms closet and pick out a really cute black dress that zipped up the back and found a pair of strappy silver heels. I walk down the hall way to Drew's room where he was unpacking his stuff. I stand in the door way blushing as he looks me up and down with a big smile. I walk over to him and turn and ask him to zip up the dress. Such an amazing feeling to have a man zip you into a dress. He spins me around and kisses me deeply, I instantly had butterflies in my belly. "Lets go down stairs and make lunch." He says. We walk down the steps holding hands. We get to the kitchen and he sits down at the table while I get the lunch meat out of the fridge. Of course I make his sandwich first, get him some chips and something to drink. He smiles at me and says "You're such a girl." I giggle and respond "You made me this way!" So we get done eating and I clean everything up, he pushes me against the counter and we start making out, feeling him getting hard against me. Drew takes my hand and leads me back up stairs to his room where we continue making out. The making out didnt last much longer once we got into his room. He turned me around and guided me to his bed, where I knew what to do. I slowly bent over as I could hear him pulling his shorts down. He caressed my bottom before seductively pulling the dress up and hooking my panties with his thumbs and guiding them to my knees. Next I see a condom wrapper land next to me on the bed, hearing him roll it on I cant help but blush. His hands firmly grasp my hips as he lines him self up. Feeling a slight pressure for a second and then he pops in, just the head at first, slowly pushing the rest in. I moan as his throbbing balls touch my bottom. A few minutes later we hear the door bell, naturally I get nervous and Drew didnt miss a beat. Well next thing we hear is "Hey Drew?" in his dads voice at the bottom of the steps followed by foot steps coming up the steps. Drew tells me to hide before answering his dad, I make a break for the his closet in four inch heels and stuck in a dress I cant unzip. Standing in the closet I realize I left my boy clothes in his moms closet. Hoping he didnt have to go in ther for any reason. A few minutes pass and I hear the front door close and Drew come running back up, I come out and we both kinda laughed and said how close that was. He pulled me back over to his bed and we finished what we started.

"The condom broke..."

One night Drew and I were having intercourse, it was one of the first times we were actually having sex so I hadn't got to the point of really enjoying it and getting use to it just yet. We started making out and he took my hand and led me to my bed. Slowly turned me around and gently kissed the back of my neck as he pulled my skirt up. I couldnt help but shiver as his thumbs hooked the waist of my panties and gently tugged them down. He let them fall to my knees before he softly bent me over my bed. I hear him undoing his belt and pants, letting them fall down. Rubbing his manhood against my bottom as he opened the condom wrapper. I lay there nervously awaiting the brief pain of the initial penetration. I feel him line the head up and firmly push, naturally I tense up. He leans down and whispers for me to just relax (Its easy for men to tell us gurls to "just relax", they're not the ones getting it in their bottom!! lol). So I take a deep breath and relax, feeling him slide into me, I cant help but gasp and moan as he pushes in deeper. He begins to work himself back and forth, hearing him moan and breathing heavy. Feeling my limp clitty wiggle with every thrust. Finally I feel his grip tighten on my hips, by now I had learned what happens when a man tightens his grip on you. He gives one final thrust and moans and I feel him throb as he lays his chest on my back, breathing heavily on my neck. He stays like that for a moment before pulling out. Followed by the words no real woman wants to hear..."Uhm... the condom broke...". I jumped up and turned around to look, it was true. I looked up at him and he immediately apologized. I pulled up my panties and fixed my skirt not knowing what to say. He left not long after, I had been inseminated like a real woman. The next day I woke up feeling more feminine then ever before. As soon as I saw Drew pull up out front to pick me up for school, I blushed so hard my mom asked me why I was being so giddy. I felt like I HAD to carry and protect Drew's cum in me. It really changed me towards being a better Krissy and gurlfriend to Drew.

Panties 24/7

Few post ago I had mentioned Drew requested I start wearing panties all the time. Wearing panties 24/7 has some major feminization effects lol. I had been wearing boxers for a long time when Drew said he wanted me in panties all the time. I went from boxers to panties over nights, surprisingly, for me they took a little getting use to wearing all the time. Going from the loose rough fabric of boxers to the tight delicate smoothness of panties. Feeling the lacy trim and bows and ribbon under my boy clothes was a solid reminder of what I was on my way to becoming. Drew would love to check to see what panties I was wearing for the day too and would often make requests. Panties got me starting to think like a woman in my everyday life. I would think out my every move to make sure my panties didnt show. If I bent down or squatted I would always put my hand on the back of my pants to hold them up, just like a real woman does. I was terrified a hint of lace or thong strap would pop out for the world to see lol. Now gurls if you dress often but dont wear panties full time and want to become more feminine, start wearing your panties 24/7. Women if you want to make your "man" more feminine, or just punish him, put him in panties for a few days, he'll come around lol.

Just a reminder to all the gurls out ther

 

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First time getting caught

So one day after school Drew and I went back to his house. His parents weren't gonna be home for another few hours and his younger brother was staying after school for some club. So I knew what Drew had on his mind lol. By this point in our relationship I had figured out that me and his mom we're the same size in everything and I would often "borrow", a dress or skirt or top. Who am I trying to fool it was a lot more then often lol. She owned a beauty salon in town so she had all kinds of top of the line clothes, shoes, make up and everything. Her room was a sissies dream. So I "borrowed" lol, a black mini skirt and a floral type print top if I remember right, and a pair of strappy high heeled sandals. I wasn't very graceful in heels yet lol. So I clunked my way down the hall to Drew's room and he was on his bed preparing him self, rock hard and condom on ready to go, I couldn't help but blush. He pulled me over to his bed and gently bent me over, slowly pulled the skirt up as he put his chest on my back to kiss and nibble on my ears and neck. I was softly moaning as he did, still kissing and nibbling his hands slid down the out side of my thighs and slowly back up the inside until he hit my panties. Slowly he traced the the boy shorts up around till he got to the waistband. Hooking his thumbs in and gently pushing down, I uncontrollably gasp. Any gurls that have been with a man can picture this and know the feeling. He pushes my panties to my knees, leaving nothing to stop his man hood from pushing me further into womanhood. He starts working his manhood into me, slowly, little at a time. I moan trying to relax my body. Then he gets a rhythm going, picking up speed. Moving my whole body with each push. His hands firmly on my hips. I feel his hands squeeze a little harder, letting me know he was only a few seconds away from cumming. He squeezes me tight and pushes in as deep as he can, feeling his balls throb against my bottom and his manhood throbbing inside me... His bedroom door swings open! "Hey Drew what are you do..." I screech like the girl im becoming. There stands his younger brother. Drew tries to cover us with a blanket. "Dude get out of here! Don't you F'ing knock?!" His brother apologized multiple times as he closed the door. From the other side of door we hear "You said you were gona here with a buddy not a chick!". Drew pulls out and helps me up, I turn and pull my panties back up and straighten the skirt out, I was a shade of red you couldn't imagine. Luckily his brother had left to go do something with some friends so I could get the clothes put away and Drew could drive me home.

Being Drews Gurl

So after Drew and I's first time together, things started to happen much more regularly. It got to the point if he was coming over I knew to get dressed in something feminine. It became alot of fun once I learned how and got use to being a mans gurl. We kept our little secret for a very long time. It didnt take long for this to get steady. One night he told me he'd prefer it if I wore panties on a daily basis as like a sign of my commitment to him since we kept this a secret. Being as submissive as I am I agreed. So less then two months from my first bj, the same man had me in panties 24/7 for him and giving him a few bjs a week. I have many stories to share of Drew and I. Ranging from funny to almost getting caught to getting caught lol.

First Guy I accidently came out to...Part 2

So I started going thru my drawers looking for and outfit. I had mostly skirts and tops. So I picked a denim skirt and black tank top, nothing "too sexy". Then came pick out a bra and panty, I wanted to match and the only set I had that matched was pink lace and the bra was a push up and the panty was a thong. But I figured I would only be in the outfit for a few minutes not like he was gona see that stuff anyway. So I was finishing getting dressed when he got back. I went to the dinning room where he had already put the sandwiches out on the table. He looked me over and smiled and said I looked pretty cute, I blushed and said thank you. We ate our sandwiches and I kept catching him looking at me, when we were done I cleaned up and went to my room to change. I started to unzip my skirt when he appeared in the door way and asked what I was doing. I quickly tried to pull the zipper back up on the skirt. "Im getting changed..." I replied. "Why dont you stay like that, your obviously happy that way." So we went into the living and found a show to watch on TV. Well after couple minutes he reaches over give me a playful little shove. So with out thinking I give him one back. Next thing I know hes tickling me and anyone that has actually worn a skirt before can picture me trying to keep my legs closed as to not show of the pink lacey thong and still defend myself lol. Well some how I end up sitting next to him. Before I know it I feel his hand on my thigh, right at the hem of my skirt. I turned to look at him and we locked eyes. From then on I had no control over my body. We started to lean into each other stopping just short of our lips touching, my mind was screaming no but I couldnt stop my body. Our lips met a few short second later... followed by him introducing his tongue to mine. My mind wanted to stop so bad but my body took over. I put my hand on his thigh making him move his higher on mine. So I moved higher and end up feeling his hard cock. He slowly stood up in front of me, putting my hands at his waist and using them to pull his pants down. Revealing his atleast seven inch manhood. I just starred at not knowing what was going to happen, feeling his hand on my head pulling me closer. My mind screaming even more and flashing back to all the videos online ive seen of real men welcoming gurls like me to the world of womanhood and taking away any man hood she may of had left in her. And ill admitt I use to laugh at those gurls and call them sissies and other things, saying that will never happen to me, id never let a guy do that to me. But here I was about to have any man hood I had left stripped out of me. He slid his cock between my lips and started to work his hips. My mind went silent as he worked back and forth. Suddenly I feel a rush of fluid in my mouth and down my throat before I could react and hit me what that fluid was. Not only did I give my first blow job... I swallowed too. I now had another guys cum in me. My eyes filled with tears as he pulled out, fixing his pants and sitting back down. I sat there with my hands covering my mouth as the tears rolled down my face. He put his arm on my back and all I could was lean back and cuddle on him as I sobbed. From now on my post will get a little more naughty now that you know my back ground a bit.

First Guy I accidently came out to...Part 1

So my mom who I lived with was out of town for a few days over winter break when I was 16. So they told me to see if my friend Drew wanted to stay a few days while they were gone so I would have some company and a way to get around since being 17 he had a license and a car. So the first night was nothing special, hung out watching movies and ordered some pizza. So the second night a few minutes before we were gona go get sandwiches, Drew spilled some soda on his shirt. He quickly took it off and I ran it to the laundry room and got the washer going. While I was doing that he yelled and asked if he could borrow a shirt, So I said "Sure third drawer down.". Well a few seconds went by and just as I realized I didnt specify what dresser I hear "Dude...this dresser if full of girl clothes...". I had two dressers at the time one for girl clothes and one for guy stuff. I froze in the laundry room, it was like the world stopped spinning, I knew I was caught. I had no good excuse for it all, never had a girlfriend or sister and lived with my mommy. So I walked to my bedroom door stopping short to take a few deep breaths to calm my self down for the thousand questions I surely knew was coming next. I turned into my room and he straight faced looked me right in the eye and said "This is all yours isnt it?" I simply nodded, I knew I couldnt hide it from him. "Please dont tell anyone...please" I said. He promised he wouldnt, he asked me all the usual questions. "Are you gay?" "Do want to be a girl?" ect, ect. Then he caught me totally off guard when he suggested I change into something and he would go get the sandwiches. He left and I sat down for a few minutes to calm down, starring at my girl dresser. I had no idea what I going to wear, I had never dressed up for a guy before...

New Dress!!!

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First Halloween in a dress

So as Halloween got closer one yer, Tiffany and I were talking about costume ideas, of course I was tossing out girly ideas. Then she said "why dont we switch, you be me and ill be you! We can help each other get ready." Naturally I thought that was a great idea. Halloween was on a saturday that year so we had all day to figure out outfit plans. Her parents were out for the day so we got ready at her house. I went over around lunch time with bag full of boy clothes and stuff. Getting her ready was much easier and faster then I knew it was gonna take for me. Tiffany let me go through her closet and pick out what ever outfit I wanted. I picked out a cute red square neck like dress, back zip and fell about mid thigh. She advised me to wear stockings due to the length of the dress and wearing a dress can be alot of work(She was right lol. pulling it down, folding the skirt part under as I sat down). I put the stockings on, slid the dress on and turned so she could zip it. She said I need something for boobs so she handed me a black push up bra to put on. I slid my arms thru the straps, reach behind and hooked it. She told me I was pretty good at that lol. I remember asking her how girls get dresses unziped since you cant reach it, she said she always asks her mom to do it, then she laughed and said yea your kinda stuck in this now. Then it hit me, she was right lol. She did my make up, painted my nails the whole nine. The process probally took about 2 hours. So her parents came home and we went down to show them, they got a kick out and took some pics(Which still pop up once in a while). Then we went to my house to show my mom who also got a kick out of it and took some pics, joking how she always wanted a daughter. It was so much fun spending the day and a good part of the night in a dress, feeling breezes places ive never felt a breeze before lol.

First person I told...

So for what ever reason Tiffany and I became pretty good friends, we talked alot about alot. I felt really comfortable talking to her, maybe because ive worn half her clothes? lol. So one night we were hanging out at her house while our parents went to a party. I had been wanting to tell someone for a while and I finally decided she would be the best person to open up to. So I told her I need to talk to her about something and I explained how I enjoy dressing up like a girl and what not. When I was done telling her everything she leaned over and gave me the warmest hug I ever felt and told me she thinks its cool and how it took alot of courage to open up about that. After that she went and got some snacks from the kitchen and came back to living room and stopped. She looked me over and said you know we look pretty close in size, follow me. We ended up in her room and I knew what was about to happen but I sure didnt care lol. She opened her closet and pulled all kinds of dresses out on to her bed. She went thru them and hand a few to me and told me to put them one on. We spent the rest of the night trying on dresses and other outfits. She told me that when she gets new clothes she will give me her old stuff. She sure did, with in a few months I had acquired a pretty decent size wardrobe of girl clothes that I managed to keep hidden for a while....

Taking care of the neighbors cat

So back when I was a young teenager my mom was good friends with a family that lived around the corner from us. They had a daughter, Tiffany. Tiffany was a grade ahead of me in school, she was pretty, a cheerleader and obviously popular, she was always nice to me. Almost like she knew she would never have to worry about me pursuing her lol. So they were going on a vacation and asked my mom if I would want to take care of feeding their cat and they would give me a couple bucks for my trouble. So I said sure no problem. Well the first time I went over it dawned on me that I had a house to my self and access to a girls clothes that was very close in age to me. So I quick fed the cat and went to investigate Tiffany's closet. I was in heaven. Dresses, skirts, tops, shoes, and everything else and it all fit. I think I tried on half her closet that day. The next day I found her cheer uniform. With out even thinking about it I put it on, what a feeling. I couldnt help but smile the next time I saw her wear it. How easy life was back then lol

More of how I got started

After the first time wearing a bra and panties I was hooked. I knew I wanted to try dressing further. Every chance I got to wear something feminine I did with out thinking, even if it was only for a few minutes. As I got older my mom would leave me home alone for longer amounts of time. The deal was always "dont answer the door and dont go out side." well little did she know I had enough to keep me occupied inside lol. Depending on where she was going I had an idea of long I had. Knowing how much time I had decided how dressed up I would get. Most of you I know can closely relate to this, but isnt it amazing that between then and now, it still feels just as right? If not more right! lol. If I knew then what I know now it would have made a few years in between a little easier lol. Please comment with any questions, always happy to help.

New Bra

Sooo, a few of my girlfriends and I decided to go out shopping today. We hit all the popular stores, american eagle, dsw, bath and body works, ect. And my favorite Victoria's Secret. Since many of you probaly already know VS is getting ready for their semi-annual sale. I have always been a fan of their Very Sexy collection, the bras are the most comfy I have found and same goes for their panties. But today in our local store they had the bins with the bras already on sale for the semi-annual sale and I found a very pretty lacy bra from their Angles collection. I tried it on as soon as I got home and im rather impressed, usually lacy bras can be a little itchy and what not but ive had it on for over six hours now and I love it!

Well I guess I should start with how I got started in this crazy world of cross dressing. One day when I was nine or ten I had this strange urge to get dressed up like a girl for no real reason that I can remember other then just to do it. Having no sisters my moms clothes were the only option. So I came home from school one day and I knew she was gona be getting home late and I knew I wouldn't have to worry about my dad since he worked long hours and traveled a lot for work. So I hurried up to the bath room and stripped down and went into my moms room. Ive seen here put laundry away many times so I knew what was it what drawers. So I open the bra drawer, until this moment I had never touched a bra, feeling the soft fabric and delicate lace as i held it up by the straps. As I lifted it up the matching panties fell out of one of the cups(she kept her matching sets together) landing at my feet. My mind was racing. I set the bra back on the drawer as I bent down to pick up the panties, with out thinking I put my feet in the holes and slid them up my legs. So soft and comfy unlike the blah boy underwear I had to wear. At that point I couldn't help but try the bra on. Slid my arms thru the straps and reached behind to clasp it. I remember struggling a bit to get the clasp hook and thinking how do girls do this everyday(Ive since learned lol). The matching set was a little to big for me at the time but I still loved the feeling of them on my body and I had no reason why or why I wanted to do it. I had no idea that day would change my life forever and lead to what it has led to.

New Blog! :)

Hello Everyone, This is my new blog where I plan to share my experiences, journey, fantasies, captions, links and what ever else my girlie heart desires. I'm hoping to post regularly please be patient while I get this set up and figured out.